Things are Piling Up

Been a while since I write here.  Things have been pretty much the same at the moment, with work life being stagnant and all.  I guess what’s picking up in my life is actually my church involvement.

75th Anniversary is just around the corner and seriously, planning for it can be quite crazy.  But I do thank God for this opportunity and for the wonderful team that I have right now.  Things may be different from the many events I’ve organised, and this, being the largest scale ever for me, is truly a challenge that I look for in my, quite mundane life right now.

Spiritually, I think I still need to push myself a lot more.  I’m being lazy, and many times I feel like not wanting to read my bible, do my devotion or even to pray.  But God is great!  Many a times, I am reminded the need to do so, and it’s a blessing everytime I pick myself up for it.

0633_simplicityPeace of God is what I need right now.  And in some ways, I am seeking for God’s direction in my life ever more.  I wonder, am I to be here for a long long time?  What is in store for me oh God?  Which direction should I take?  I would love for new challenges in my life, and with that in mind, I came to this company, but at the moment, nothing is happening.  I do wonder if I have made the wrong choice.  I am at lost over what I need and ought to do at the moment.  In many ways, I do seek God’s peace, of course, I do hope for an answer, but if it doesn’t come, or maybe the timing is yet to come, then God’s peace is what I yearn for.  Like the peace that could be sensed in that picture, the ability to be still and be at peace with God is something that I hope for….

Was reading Abby’s blog and heard the song.  It really does make me think of the need of us Christians to really turn our eyes away from our worries and focus on Jesus himself.  As you look at Him, remembering all the blood and pain he went through for us, and yet, in His glorious compassion, His face is filled with us, inviting us to draw closer to Him… oh, what else could You wish for but Him…  Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus and Look Full in His Wonderful Face…  everything does fade away as you look full in His face… focusing only on Him…

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